see I was raised in a very protective religious environment where everything revolved around Christianity. I was about 15 or 16 when I left my home to live by myself.
To make money I worked in hospitality, mainly as a barkeeper and later, due to my physical abilities, I was able to make money as a bouncer at various nightclubs in Amsterdam.
This environment was obviously filled with booze and drugs. At the age of 17 I did my first line of coke. At first this was rather innocent and happened only a couples of time per year but as life progressed, so did my usage.